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wow... It's already December, time flies. I've been working at MegaKidz for almost 3 months. Haven't get this blog updated since October. Well, obviously it's because I dun have time to write. my workload in MegaKidz, to me is a lot. I wonder if it is just because of I'm being slow cant cope well or it's really too much. Anyway, cant bother about it anymore cause I don't even have time to think of other things but just work. Understands that everybody was saying "Life like this..." Yeah, life is really like this. Because, I was so stressed out I was complaining to my mom saying that I wanted to quit. Yet when I feel like quitting, I recieved an early confirmation and promotion to be assistant sales & marketing manager. That's why I said, life really like this.

Well, it has come to the third month of working there. Work place politics, to be honest I'm not used to it yet. But what to do, cant avoid. So live with it. Can't please everybody anyway. So, to me it's simple, I deliver my job,that's it. Well, it's really quite a tiring job. But the truth is I learn a lot also. Learn to lead the team. Push my limits, explore my ability. Now I know that I can conduct a training to the staff, I come out with proposals, strategies and plans, decision making, I deal with different ppl, I can coordinate events and promotions. And I know I will explore and excel more along the way. It's really a platform to kick start my marketing career although it's not really in a big organisation. But what is good about is, it's not too big whereby all things need to go through a few tiers and get filter and filter. Direct under the boss, make decision making process faster.

It's really tiring, where a lot of things I need to hand on. But then again, I get to learn more and I know how far can I go. Though now it's really quite a hard time. Hopefully I can gain experience from here, to learn and to grow. As I know to go further, I need a strong foundation, this is a platform where I can build my foundation. It's not easy, to give up life, dun get to enjoy weekends, clubbing and hopefully my sacrifices pay off well. Now I wanted to persue my studies. But i wonder if I have time for that. I wonder if I can cope well, both work and studies. It's abit confusing, if I stop work, I have no income, cannot study. If I dun stop, I dun think I can cope with it for both work and study as my workload is heavy. Do I want to burden myself with that? I'm a bit confused. If I dun study, I'm not going any further. That's my limitation to persue my marketing career.

So, anybody can gimme a wise advise?

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I like the way you speak,
and your soft kissable lips,
It's just like chocolate,
you got me addicted.

I like the way you smile,
and wish that you're around,
There is no way to hide,
you got me mesmerized.

And you are seeing someone,
Why am I missing you so much...

You look into my eyes,
started kissing me sweet and nice,
I've lost my mind,
Cause it's simply feels so right.
I've been such a fool,
When I know it wasn't true,
Nothing on my mind but just you.

Under the deem lights,
Holding me so close and tight,
I've lost my pride,
I wish I can have another night.
I'm breaking the rules,
It's so wrong and I knew,
Yet the feelings just seems too real.

It's just a love game that you are playing,
ButI just can't help it and I'm still falling.
Cause you are so damn irresisting ...

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Love,
can anybody tell me what is love?
Life,
or this is how it gonna be?

Smile,
to ease the pain that you have caused
Cry,
I'm not gonna cry no more...

Gimme love, gimme life,
I don't want ain't no lie,
Gimme freedom, let me fly,
I'm gonna live my life in my way，

No expectation, no disappointment,
Ain't no argument, no disagreement,
No hesitation, no confusion

I'm losing my way not too long ago, but I'm gonna be strong and start to move on and on and on....

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You said that you love me,
is it true? I doubt.
You said that you miss me,
is it true? I doubt.
You said that you want me,
is it true ? I doubt.

If you love me,
why don't you gimme love,
If you miss me,
why don't you call me,
If you want me,
why don't you do something.

Will you touch me by buying me flowers,
Will you bring me for candle light dinner,
Will you hold me and sing me love songs,
Will you promise not to do me wrong.

- Dixie Chicks - Not Ready to Make Nice

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it

I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

- How to touch a girl - JoJo

One two three four
huh hhhhmmmmm ohhh
I think I could like you
i Already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're taking my hand
Looking into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to get me tonight
I feel something happening
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Got to satisfy my heart

(chorus)
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First i have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
(do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl x2)

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
'cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside
Do you feel something happening
Could this be for real?
[How To Touch A Girl lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I don't know right now
But tonight will reveal

(chorus)
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First i have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
(do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl x2)

Bring me some flowers
Conversations for hours
To see if we really connect
And maybe if we do ohhhh
I'll be giving all my love to you
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

(chorus)
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First i have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
(do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl x2)

You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

- Easy - Paula Deanda

Yeah
Yeah
Paula
Danger

I might be your young girl but I know how to have fun
I got them boys chasing me trying to make me the one
When I'm out shopping it's like having a gun
Whatever I wanna get, got them boys caught up

I know I'm a hot hot shorty
But you gotta slow down (slow down)
You don't know me (don't know me)
If you in a hot hot hurry
You gotta go now (go now), back up off me (off me)

Ooh, I got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weak in the knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy

Ooh, I'm much rather than you think that I act like you know
Just because I'm a teen it don't mean that I'm slow
I think you're a cutie boy, but you're turning me off
Sometimes you gotta play hard to get and then it's on

I know I'm a hot hot shorty
But you gotta slow down
You don't know me
If you in a hot hot hurry
You gotta go now, back up off me

Ooh, I got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weak in the knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy

One Take
Weezy, baby tonight's the night
And them girls all on me like white on rice
And I get them to the crib late two or one
I'm already high, now you don't want
Take a jet into the sunset, you won't come
Or sit in my Phantom but you won't go
Baby, I can take you to and from
How you slipped your little wrist until you're blue and numb
Um, you're dealin' with a boss lil mama
Young Wayne, Tony Montana
If I were you, I'd tell your homies I holla
If your man ain't me, why bother
I go by the name Carter, I got more plaques than tartar
I've been shaking up them charts on the charter
Number one spot, Lil' Wayne and Paula

Ooh, I got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weak in the knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy

Uh ooh, I got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weak in the knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy (no no no no no)
'Cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy

Don't be so damn easy
Don't be so damn easy