Tuesday, July 31, 2007

- Easy - Paula Deanda

Yeah
Yeah
Paula
Danger

I might be your young girl but I know how to have fun
I got them boys chasing me trying to make me the one
When I'm out shopping it's like having a gun
Whatever I wanna get, got them boys caught up

I know I'm a hot hot shorty
But you gotta slow down (slow down)
You don't know me (don't know me)
If you in a hot hot hurry
You gotta go now (go now), back up off me (off me)

Ooh, I got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weak in the knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy

Ooh, I'm much rather than you think that I act like you know
Just because I'm a teen it don't mean that I'm slow
I think you're a cutie boy, but you're turning me off
Sometimes you gotta play hard to get and then it's on

I know I'm a hot hot shorty
But you gotta slow down
You don't know me
If you in a hot hot hurry
You gotta go now, back up off me

Ooh, I got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weak in the knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy

One Take
Weezy, baby tonight's the night
And them girls all on me like white on rice
And I get them to the crib late two or one
I'm already high, now you don't want
Take a jet into the sunset, you won't come
Or sit in my Phantom but you won't go
Baby, I can take you to and from
How you slipped your little wrist until you're blue and numb
Um, you're dealin' with a boss lil mama
Young Wayne, Tony Montana
If I were you, I'd tell your homies I holla
If your man ain't me, why bother
I go by the name Carter, I got more plaques than tartar
I've been shaking up them charts on the charter
Number one spot, Lil' Wayne and Paula

Ooh, I got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weak in the knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy

Uh ooh, I got them going crazy you see
Uh ooh, head over heels for me ooh
Uh ooh, weak in the knees for me boy
Uh ooh, 'cause you are so damn easy (no no no no no)
'Cause you are so damn easy
'Cause you are so damn easy

Don't be so damn easy
Don't be so damn easy

Glad that I've made her day~~!!! Guess Who? It's my mom~~!!

Yes~~~! I've made her day~~~!! Today is my dearest Mummy's 48th birthday.

Early in the morning, when was in a meeting,I open up my diary, I saw a note,Mummy's birthday, I was like gosh, almost forgotten~! I need to do something. But, after the frustrating meeting I've actually forgotten, was chatting with Kenlm happily, we were talking about mummy, and I insisted that he should kiss his mom to show his love towards her, yet he said he might be doing so only when it's his mom's birthday or mother's day. Then only I recall of my mom's birthday, GOSH~~!

I sms my dad, sister and my brothers immediately to remind them. Go online check for Secret Recipe's number and make my call to order a cake. Haha, I order the so called healthy cake for my mom, It's hi-fibre cheese cake. Yum yum~!! Actually I've tried the cake last Sunday with Kenlm, :P. It's quite nice, lot's of nuts and cereals,drooling~~

After work, I rushed home, went to collect my cake from Secret recipe. But the stupid waitress, made me waited for half an hour while I need to rush home. Finally she's done writing the words , but it' damn ugly written, I can't even see it clear what are the words written there. Since I was in a rush, I couldn't bother that much. Just pay and RUN~~!

One bad news for me...... I have not pay my card debts and my mastercard has spent up to the limit edi ....~!!! I was trying to pay the bill with my mastercard couldn't go through. SHit~~!!

Ops, back to the story, my mom was extremely happy when she saw me coming home with a cake~! I can see it in her eyes, from her smile I know she is touched~! She open up and check on the cake, her smile at that moment just too sweet and I know it's priceless, although I've spent almost 80 bugs for the cake, hahaha~!!

After we had dinner, we were chit chatting. My mom keep cracking jokes non stop. Telling us her funny stories happened when she visited my sister's college to make her payment for new semester. Anyway, there's 1 part really made me laugh till I almost drop my jaw.

My dad used to go to the college with my sister to make her payment, but not for this semester. There were stories earlier on whereby one of the staff there in the college recognize my dad for some reason. For this semester, my sister got my mom to accompany her instead of my dad. This time, my sister bump into the same staff again. Guess what the staff told my sis?

"Hey girl, I remember you and your dad too. However, you dad has a serious face, but you have a funny face~ " I burst out laughing non stop, super damn funny~! hahahahahaha.......

Second story, there's one of the lecturer pass by and ask my sis,

"what's your father's occupation?"
my sis answered :"Err... I dunno."
"What? you dunno ?"
"Erm .... I dunno la"
"Huh, what do u mean by u dunno?"
"I dunno ma dunno la~"
"Huh, how could it be that u dunno what's your dad's occupation?"
"Erm..... really dunno la"
"Doing own business?"
"Err... building gua"
"Huh? building...? Construction is it?"
"Ah... ya gua .. I dunno ..."
"Oh my God, how can u be not knowing your dad's occupation? you are like a kindergarten kid... my goodness"

Her friends heard the whole conversation, and laughed non stop... Her friend confronted her saying that :"Aiyoh, you really hopeless edi, we all see u as primary school kid, did know that there are ppl seeing u as just a kindergarten kid, lagi teruk ~!! hahahahahahaha...."

I really can't hold it but to laugh like mad~!! My sis is a bit cacat case~ Seriously .. she's really just a kid to me.... hahaha

Story 3

Her 1st day in college, she was exchanging phone number with her classmate. Later in the afternoon, she received a sms from her newly met classmate with the content writing, "What are you doing my baby?" My sister got freak out, how come this newly met classmate would sms such msg to her. She told my mom about this. Then my mom question her, what have u done and said to him? She said she did not do anything, just introduce herself by saying:"You can call me Baby~!"

Lagi I laugh non stop~~!!! hahahaha.... obviously the guy misunderstood and got the wrong msg. And my sis also confusing ppl out there. Yes, all our family members call her BABY since young until now, since she's the youngest in the family. But outsiders dunno what's doing on. So this is misleading, if the person dunno about that how the BABY was juz a nick given by the family or how this nick come from, and she introduce herself by telling ppl they can address her BABY by not telling them this is her Nick in the family since young... Funny thing like this will happen... hahahahaha....

Story 4

My mom sudden show me the msg she typed and plan to send it to my dad. Guess what's the content?

"We go out on a date tonight, just the 2 of us."

Aiyoh~~gosh...... breathless laughing~~!! My mom is asking my dad out on a date~~!! hahaha...
Then my mom told me.... so pathetic ... it's my birthday, but it's terbalik I have to ask ur dad out on a date~!! hahahahahaha..... damn funny .... and you know what? THAT'S MY MOM~!!!!

Story 5

My mom told us, man like to married dumb wife. Because dumb wife is easy to be cheated. Dumb wife tend to believe whatever the husband says, and less problem, my mom grinned. Then I straight away taruh her by saying that :"Actually, mummy tend to say that brother's dumb gf is good to be daughter in law, since she's dumb enough,hahaha wont be causing too much argument in the future ~!" Then we all laughed and my sis taruh my mom again by saying that so u r dumb also la....? my mom answered :"yeah, somehow I'm dumb, else I wont be getting married with ur dad if I'm that smart." hahahaha....

Obviously, I have a funny family~!! And I love my family so much~~!!

Happy Birthday my dearest mummy~~!!!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Streching out his helpful hand~~!

Wake up in the morning, figured out that I was late, quickly get myself ready to work, had a quick breakfast, start my engine and go~! FYI It takes me minimum 1 hour and 15 minutes to reach office, and I need to pass through 5 tolls from my place to my working place, everybody lets do some calculation:

Cheras - Kajang Highway
1. RM 0.90 (9 miles)

2. RM 1.00 (11 miles)

Kesas highway
1. RM 2.20 (bukit jalil)

2. RM 2.20 (subang)

3. RM 2.20 (kota kemuning)

To and fro, that would cost me RM17 for just toll fees, for petrol expenses I can't make the estimation yet for now. But overall calculation, I need 1K to cover my travel expenses.

Money, is one of the issues, yet another issue is TIME~! I need to wake up latest my 6:45 am and leave my house before 7:20 am and that's a bit rushing to work. Today I woke up at 6:55am, I was 10 mins late, left the house at 7:30am.

10 minutes make big different in traffic condition. The traffic nearly stand still right after I exit the Cheras 9 miles toll, it was congested all the way till I reached Bukit Jalil. Luckily, I reach the office about 8:50 am, at least I'm not late for work.

Well, today I need to get my job done, ASAP , cause my boss might want it anytime. I don't know what has gone wrong with the stupid MS word, it has printing error, I cant get it printed nicely. Tell Nic about this case last night, he advised me to convert it to pdf file and print it out from there. So I was rushing to go online to www.pdfonline.com to get the document converted. Yet I've waited for 20 mins already still no response from that site. So, I need to figure out another way. Nic promised to send over the promo converter programme to me, due to mailing problem, he can't sent it through.

Kenlm was also recommending the same programme to me, yet my stupid damn company's computer cant install the programme, because TOO LOW SPEC~! CAN'T MEET THE REQUIREMENT to run the programme. It is LAME~! I was like "WTF!!" Obviously I'm having a bad day, traffic jam like mad and got stuck in work. Both Nic and Kenlm offer to convert the file for me, yet I did not send to Nic cause it's going to take sometime to get him to respond. So I passed it to Kenlm. I thought that everything will be fine after this. I've successfully received the converted document. By then only I realise that , SHIT~!! I don't have Adobe reader to open the file~~! Damn ~!!

Nic sent me the link to download from the website, I was told by the technical support fella that we are not allow to install any software in our PC, but Nic claims that it shouldn't be a problem since it's a free. So I decided to try. It took a long while to download, since my computer super slow, and when it was done with the downloading, ready to install, a small window pop up which requires me to key in the admin password for me to proceed my installation. And the technical support fella wasn't around. So, I know I need to find alternative.

I borrowed my colleague's PC to open the file, yet, the file corrupted! Damn~! So I download the file again and tried open it at my colleague's PC. Finally, the file can be opened. When I was too happy, I though that's the end of it, I though that God loves me, everything will be fine. When I press the print button then only I realise that her PC did not link to the colour printer. What the ****~!!! This is what we called Shit happens~!

Luckily I got Kenlm with me, he was scratching out his head to figure out a way to solve my headache. Gimme all the links, this and that, I was trying out one by one. Finally, it proved that God loves me, I've successfully open the file, and printed it without any problem. Gosh~! Finally~~!!! Yet, it was almost 12 at noon. Spent my whole morning just to get the document to be printed out. After all, it wasn't that bad, at least I cant get it done before the boss came in. Dunno why my boss came in late today. Luckily I have Kenlm~!!

Again, I owe him one. Couldn't escape to spend him for dinner already. After a hectic morning, when I sit down then only I realised that there's an easier way to solve the initial problem with the MS word printing error. Suddenly I feel like I'm a STUPID DUMB ASS~!! Now I recalled that, stay calm, you can observe better, have clearer picture of things, brain run smoother, will come out with better solution. Nevermind, at least things are done now. It's over~!

Well, but I need to put more effort in my work, cause I need to do a presentation on Friday morning, upon BOSS's request~! So need to get it done well~~!!!

Now wish me luck for it.




When people run out of patient.....

I should have focus on the work now, been in a new job for not more than a week, still struggling from survival, getting to be close to the new colleagues, working hard to get things done, figuring out what's going on, trying hard to cope with it.

Yet, what I'm blogging about today is not about work, guess you all should know what i'm talk about before hand.Well, maybe the bottom line is... Still I'm really not that much of the career girl. Work might be bothering me a lot, yet it is not all.

The thing that bothers me, other than work, what else can it be if it's not about some special feelings towards somebody. As I've mention earlier, I've been recently dated this guy, things seem to change, and it is getting worse. The reason it would get worse barely because of I'm putting more and more attention and maybe EXPECTATION in this r/s.

I have to admit that I'm falling deeper and deeper. I thought that I was cool, cause he is the one who wants me badly initially, never think of things would alter in such a way that I become aggressive at this moment. Well, we had an argument earlier on, which shits happened. So far as I can see was, we both were in deep shit probably because we were under stress of work. People might accept it as it is the reason, some might just take it as an excuse.

I took the initiative to talk about it, since I don't want the same thing happens in the future, I knew that I've done something really wrong, and I've apologized for what I've done wrong. He said that he is happy that I can see it as a problem and took the initiate to talk about it. Guess what, the conversation screwed up in the middle because he pissed off.

Well, I thought that he is cool and calm to have a nice talk and could solve the problem, yet it did not turn out that way. He got mad and call it off. Well, I did not proceed further to talk about it. I'm not sure what's the reason he got pissed, but if I'm not mistaken, he got pissed because he feel like I mistreated him, he insisted that I treated my ex so good while he treated me badly. He was mad when I claimed that I'm the extremist, I can be extremely good also extremely bad.

However, I also got pissed when he said that I treated my ex so good yet I treated him badly. Suddenly, I felt I'm offended, I did not ever treat him wrong ever since, and yet because of this issue, he confronted me that I mistreated him. The part that disappointed me most was when he compared how I treat both my ex-bf and himself. I dunno what's other perception, but personally, I don't think that it is appropriate to bring out such comparison to this issue where by it is nothing related. It was purely me being emotional and gone out of temper, getting furious. I don't see there's any point or reason that he should relate himself to the such sensitive issue and started comparing how I treat my ex-bf.

Things happened just between both of us, why would you wanna bring in a 3rd party and started complaining or comparing it. This reflected my mom's words, she told me :"Don't tell him too much about ur previous relationship, especially don't let him know that ur ex-bf doesn't treat you well previously, he might take it as a measurement, whereby I did not treat her like her ex did, I'm consider treating her good." I'm not being offensive, but the fact is , yes this seems to be true, it seems to become a standard of measurement for "goodness" .

And the second thing that let me down is, he said he is running out of patient. The patience he has can't last any longer. Seriously, looking back on how aggressive he was at the initial stage when he was fighting to have me, obviously the endurance has died off. I know somehow it will happen, it's just the matter of time, but I did not expect it to come so soon.

Third thing that I was kinda sad with is, when he said,"Don't put too hight expectations on me. " Well, I do not know what does he call it high expectation. As far as I know, I thought that he is cool and calm to talk about it, and could solve the problem together, yet he pissed off, turned to me and say, don't put too high expectation on him. I don't that how should I react on it . Yet, all I can say I, yeah perhaps I overestimated you.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

When I found a new good friend~~~

Wow... it's been like ages since the I last blog, approximately 2 weeks I guess. I had a wonderful rest and relax week earlier on, since I wasn't working for the past 1 week. I went to Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya at Shah Alam with Kenlm, James and Nic, had a wonderful experience there. Yeah guys I should have blog about it, yet I was too relax, so has been lazy to blog it. Sorry~!! Anyway for those who are interested to know what's going on, pls so check on my friendster, the pics are uploaded there, thank you.


Well, within that week, I spent my days mostly at home. Well, I had a great weekend, went for Transformers on Friday night at IMAX Time Square with the MYBies although the cinema were lousy, but overall still accpetable, just that I will not considered to watch movie at there again. I was pretty sad when all of them were complaining. Nevermind, I guess we all did not expect that to be happened. So the bottom line is, no movie in IMAX anymore. We went for supper after the movie but I felt a bit odd because I was a bit over dressed. Walking on the street late night with a dress and black pantyhose is not such a good idea. Anyway, the IKAN BAKAR was nice. Yeah I haven't mentioned that I met some new fellas from MYB. 1. Jo85 aka Joanna 2.Ionic85 aka Kevin 3. phantom aka Nicholas.


Seems like I'm out of topic. Anyway, FYI, I'm blogging AT WORK~!! can you imagine that, I'm already bloody hell busy, and stress still I commit myself to blog it's because I'm too stressed out. Well, I would be happy if I'm able to post it by today. Opps, guess I need to get back to my topic. Story about I found a new good friend.


Before I started my work on Wednesday, I decided to go out to enjoy my last day before work. So I drag Kenlm to go for swimming. All I can say is Kenlm is COOL~~! He is the anything on type, so we went to Bukit Jalil for swimming. We met Alzier aka Kelvin, since he is working for the swimming association there so we able to get into the pool FOC also.

Due to time constrain I need to cut short my story telling. ~to be continued~

God~!! It's Sunday night now. Obviously I did not make it on Friday to get it to be posted up. Nvm lets continue with the story.

kenlm was cute, guess what happened? Our initial plan was to go jogging at Bukit Jalil park, but I called up to change the plan to go swimming, and I reminded him to bring his swimming trunks. When I get there, he told me that he did not bring towel, shampoo and shower gel and goggle. Basically, what he brought is just his swimming trunks. Hahaha.... By the way, we did not really swim that much, but to chit chat in the pool.Actually it was freezing cold in the pool, not much of people there.Yet we had a great time. :P

After the swimming session we went for pasar malam, with Alzier, Nic, and James. I brought Kenlm to try the legendary "Smelly toufu", well Kenlm claimed that it was quite nice though. All of us were pretty full after finishing the food that we bought. We all ended up going home at 11pm.

Well, actually Kenlm did something that really surprises me, and i was kinda touched, which is the morning call he gave me. He volunteer himself to wake me up in the morning at 5:45 am for my 1st day of work. I was so shocked and I did not really expect him to do it for real. He really surprised me. Well, from that moment onwards, I suddenly feel that our friendship has bonded stronger. I felt like I'm having another good friend now. He seems to get my trust, well I wonder if it is mutual or just one-sided, I feel comfortable talk to him, sharing my feelings and my thoughts with him. He is a very nice person to talk to. Before that, we even talk over msn till like almost 3 in the morning.

Well, I'm glad to have another good friend. I cherish our friendship, it doesn't matter if it is one-sided, well I don't care tat much....Thanks Kenlm~!!!